what you’re experiencing may look, feel, or show up in the following ways:
Symptoms of Anxiety
somatic/body-based sensations of feeling “keyed up,”rapid breathing or heart rate
specific areas of tension or tightness in body
difficulting “settling”
rumination and intrusive thoughts
fixations or obsessive thinking or actions
insomnia
somatic illness
persistent ambivalence about your relationship or continually replaying future and past events in your mind
Symptoms of Codependency
people pleasing/fawning
continually putting the needs of others before your own
hypervigilance focused on the emotional or physical wellbeing and responses of others
difficulty handling conflict or perceived criticism
a long standing disconnection from your own needs, desires, and boundaries.
Symptoms of Depression
sleeping too much or sleeping too little
changes in appetite
increased irritability
restlessness
feelings of hopelessness
poor self worth or self image
avoidance of social interactions or otherwise pleasurable activities
feelings of numbness or disconnection
difficulty “going with the flow” when things don’t go as planned
excessive anger or criticism of others
Symptoms of Trauma
Trauma events and ruptures in your early attachment period and with family of origin.
Symptoms of Relational and Attachment Challenges
history of distressing relationship patterns
choosing the same “wrong” partner over and over again
finding reasons to leave as soon as a relationship becomes more close and intimate
difficulty trusting your partner or receiving and believing their reassurance despite your desire for it
persistent worries about your partner abandoning or rejecting you, during times of distress
when in distress you act in ways that may be harmful to yourself or your partner
becoming too attached to your partners too quickly